My Own Private Beach Resort
You know, I haven't spent much time letting things go. When compared to how much I've accumulated I've got a room I've made into my own beach resort and then I've got a room in which I empty my shoes of the sand I was using to make a room into my own private beach resort. Now that's just a metaphor. Or wishful thinking. A metawish.
And I don't want you to think that I have a lot of stuff, physically, I don't. I just acquired pillows last week. No, inside I've acquired a lot. Intrinsically I'm a hoarder. I've got a room full of sand and thought to myself, "I'm gonna make my own private beach resort room" and after I was finished I saw I still had a room full of sand. Yes some of it was from what I've emptied from my shoes, but a lot of it was just left over.
So now I've got this awesome room that I can go to inside that reminds me of a beach, and I really want to relax in it but every time I do I keep thinking about the room next door. Inside the same house. Probably has about close to the same amount of sand in it, but it's just a dirty room. Extra sand I don't know what to do with.
My Adult Life
I sold out just a little to keep a little. I wrote my adventurous spirit down in passion and tore the paper up and distributed it around town. I called it my heart and asked for it to keep beating.
This is my story and I've distributed to all corners of my fishbowl.
I was never your sweet. I was your bitter. I was your absolute. But I was never absolute about anything. Which made me really bad at my job.
I was never your love. Just a placebo. I was your pill shaped candy. Only here to make you forget. If only for a second. About decisions you don't want to make.
I was never your mountain. I was your excuse not to climb. I was your plateau. Ignoring every sign I was holding you back.
I was never a shoulder to cry on. I was your shame. The reason you cried. I was the side of you that made you feel weak. Swearing you'd never let anyone see you like this.
My whole adult life I wrote songs about the last one with hopes of the next one. Now I write songs about my adult life. I distributed my story to all corners of my fish bowl.
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Picking up a pen and a drawing book, Sean started pursuing writing and art when he was a freshman in high school. . . . His move from California had filled him with angsty hormones . . . he found writing was an excellent cathartic hobby. . . . In 2010 he met Christian Roth and Nick Lapointe at a Nick Lapointe Show . . . and was invited to Voicebox, where he co-Emceed with Brandon Dean for about a year. After a few years hiatus, he returned to emcee Voicebox in 2014 and is still currently rocking the mic in between poets with his honest and unabashed awkwardness towards himself.